Why i disable mics entirely. (Caution: Shits Required)

Long story short, i simply don't want to waste the time to mute people individually. Yes, i know how simple it is, but that's not the full story. I tell people that just to move on and play the game.

Short story long, it's mainly to keep the stress down. You might agree "Yeah, squeakers'll do that to you" or "Micspam ruins it for other people.", but it's not just that. It's that ALL of that makes me nervous, regardless of what it is. That's whats called as Social Anxiety. I can't justify why a mass of 20 voices and booming music is worse than hell to me, i just live with it.

You might now say "Lester, just mute it, man!"

It's not that simple. Correct me if i'm wrong, but it's human nature to stay away from things that constantly bring you fear. And if i avoid things i fear, i wouldn't be here right now and my server list would be half of what it is, which is a slim 6 servers.

I hear all of this is called Social Anxiety and that i have it. I also hear it's unfortunately quite common amongst us.
I was also told i have "General Anxieties", which probably explains all the weird... Sorry... -ahem- Which means, i tend to take things entirely the wrong way. I blame both of these on my childhood.

I'd prefer to people to understand, but my past has more than proved that most of you don't and prefer to respond to it quite hashly. I've learned that this could be called "Trolling", in which i've developed a mental masochistic high to cope with it... there's more, but now it's leading to an entirely new story, so i'll end it here.

If you've read this whole thing, the words "Thank You", don't cut it. But Thank you.

thank you
anyways is the soda popper actually legit even after it's change
i've been lobby stomping with it recently and i might actually go to the etf2l open highlander with this

crab wrote Jun 15, 2014 3:55:11 AM View original post

and i might actually go to the etf2l open highlander with this

Did you make sure it wasn't blacklisted?

I'm certain it isn't, but I can double-check.

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The full list of banned items is as follows:

    The Vita-Saw
    The Enforcer
    The Pomson 6000
    The Phlogistinator
    The Holiday Punch
    The Cleaner’s Carbine
    Pretty Boy’s Pocket Pistol
    The Red-Tape Recorder
    Bombinomicon
    The Jingle Belt
    The Bootie Time
    High Five Taunt
    Darwin’s Danger Shield
    The Crit-A-Cola
    The Short Circuit
    The Diamondback
    Baby Face’s Blaster
    The Reserve Shooter

8)

I know battalions is banned from almost all highlanders games and coopetive matches

http://wiki.teamfortress.com/wiki/Competitive_item_restrictions here's the list on wat u can use and can't use

BoBoBo-Bo Bo-BoBoBo wrote Jun 15, 2014 4:47:28 PM View original post

http://wiki.teamfortress.com/wiki/Competitive_item_restrictions here's the list on wat u can use and can't use

You have to remember that different leagues usually run different whitelists
In UGC, you can use the phlog, but at the same time it's banned in ETF2L

Well I know but those are the ones most leagues follow by

:-\

Turning a serious thread into a highlander discussion... Why, oh why, do I still hang around you people?

Anyway, I know someone personally that has been diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder. He gets through a day usually, but he gets depressed really easily and avoids people more than I do. It's actually kinda funny that we are friends.

No, I don't understand it completely. But I do have an idea of what it's like.

Knucklejoe wrote Jun 16, 2014 10:02:37 AM View original post

Turning a serious thread into a highlander discussion... Why, oh why, do I still hang around you people?

ugh. humanity has gone down the drain. fuck. why does nobody care that this guy has mics disabled when even the topic title implies we probably won't give a shit. damn.

crab wrote Jun 16, 2014 4:56:57 PM View original post

ugh. humanity has gone down the drain. fuck. why does nobody care that this guy has mics disabled when even the topic title implies we probably won't give a shit. damn.

Some of us actually still hold on to hope, because the truth is actually a very good reason to kill themselves at this point in their lives.

I also implied it, because of where i posted it. I'd have to actually write this shit on a university bulletin board/ forum, if i wanted shits.

And thank you Joe, you lifted my spirits, if only slightly. I also suspect crab calls dibs on the dead guys sunglasses at funerals.

Lester Roquefort wrote Jun 16, 2014 11:02:00 PM View original post

I also suspect crab calls dibs on the dead guys sunglasses at funerals.

i really hope you're not serious because this is on a completely different end of the spectrum

No less inappropriate though.... right?

That was the point i failed to state, i guess.

it is
i am talking about the OP incase you forgot